It has been quite some time since I posted here. It's not because I do not have inspiration and gratitude working in my life, it's that life has been so full and enriching I must enforce breaks and relaxation so much that I come to the point of almost forgetting this little blog even exists... but I still know it's here. :-)
I find myself in a very richly moving mood today. I have moved through sadness, happiness, indifference, elation, and peace through the morning hours today. My emotions are based on processing many different things seemingly all at once. I've come to a bottom line conclusion out of everything I've processed today. I am so deeply in love with a man who came in to my life unexpectedly and who I tried not to allow to sweep me off my feet. We have both been through so very much in our pasts, but have made significant progress healing from those events. For him this happened before meeting me, but for me - he has helped me through it - more than he even knows. He may just be the only person I have ever fully opened up to, and the miracle of that (in my mind) is that he loves me anyway. Despite mistakes of the past, wild emotions of the present, and just the everyday things, he is devoted to me. For this, I am grateful. This I do not take for granted. Staying true to myself, I will be true to him. I am so very fortunate to have had experienced my past to prepare me for this moment right now, for it is where I am supposed to be.
